Day 4 - Hardest Day Yet!

B'fast - 1 1/2 cups coffee w/ff creamer
             bb-choc-PB2-banana, spinach protein shake
Snack - almonds, greek yogurt
Lunch - choc-raspberry, spinach protein shake
Snack - brown rice cake w/almond butter, peach
             coffee (I needed it bad)
Dinner - baked fish, asparagus, brown rice/quinoa mix
Snack - plum

Exercise:  50 min Circuit Training (bike, boxing, lunges, push ups, chest lifts, leg raises, triceps, abs)
Water:  ?  (About 60 ounces)  :(

Ok, so Day 4 is behind me.  Praise the Lord!  I think Day 4 was my Day 3 this time around.  It was hard.  So hard!  I was very low on energy for most of the day.  I was SO hungry all day.  I was cranky.  It was ugly.  My poor kids.

Speaking of kids, I started to question myself yesterday.  I wondered if it was fair for them to have to deal with me going through this detox.  Wouldn't it be better and easier to wait a few weeks when they start school?  I seriously started to think that might be a better plan.  And in that same thought, I imagined me ditching my quinoa and eating a cookie, cracker or chip instead.   Mmmmmmm.  And then I realized that was just Day 4 talking.  It was that little voice inside of me that always thinks it's a good idea to throw the towel in, or start next week, or tomorrow, etc...  So, I brought myself back to reality, grabbed my rice cake and pushed those unwelcome thoughts away!  The truth is, it WILL NOT be any easier if I wait til my kids start school.  As a matter of fact, it may be even be harder because I will be without the distraction of them during the day, which leaves even more time to think about how hungry I am.  Plus, the hardest time of the day for me while "detoxing" is from about 3:00 - 5:00 (about the time they would get home from school).  So, they would be coming home from school to a very hungry, moody, sluggish Mom every day.  And that is not fair to them!  At least this way, they get their "normal" Mom until 3:00.  After that, they know to take cover!  ;)  I'm teasing!  Sort of.  Thankfully, I know that every day will get easier and easier.  The worst should be behind me! (I hope!)

Now, about that extra cup of coffee I had in the afternoon....I just had to!  I was so sluggish and freezing cold.  I could've done tea, but I'm not a hot tea drinker and I wanted something warm.  I think I am going to get some organic, low sodium chicken broth that I can heat up to sip on in the afternoons.  I think it might be just what I need to warm up as well as give me a little healthy snack to hold me over until dinner.  Also on my grocery list for next week, is green tea!  I love green tea with mint and I have missed it!  I drink it cold, though.  It will be nice to have it with dinner.

As far as my lack of water goes....I don't know?  No excuse.  I need to do better.  I HAVE to do better!

Moving on to Day 5 (Friday)!  Woo hoo!  The weekends are always a challenge for me, but I am pretty confident going into this one!  My head is back in the game!  Now, around 3:00, I may feel differently, but right now, I am pretty confident that I can do it even though I have Bunco tonight and a date night tomorrow night.

Bring it on!


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